Alyscully

It was decided life was too short. She had never had the chance to tell him. Well, actually she'd had the chance everyday for the past twenty some years, but she had been scared. Now laying here she wondered what she had been scared of...loosing him, his friendship, or just of the leap itself? Why now after all these years and why after all these questions without answers did she suddenly feel the need to take that leap? Of course her timing was never any good. Like when she married the man who almost killed her. She could've had him instead. Her life could have been different, her daughter could've had a better father, but now she will after

Gil POV Her eyes were the first thing I noticed which is odd because she was nude, but those eyes are unmistakable. She had intelligence. Intelligence and beauty a deadly combination. Well deadly for my heart at least, she was absolutely stunning and I was a science geek in love at first sight. Come to think of it I still am. And of course, if it was even possible, she got prettier twenty years of friendship and she still takes my breath away when she walks in. Of course I have always been good at hiding it. My feelings for her were never returned. And here I am sitting alone in this cold hospital room contemplating my past with her. A frien

      Without You      I never thought I'd see you again      I didn't want to.      Then I heard from you      And I didn't know what to do      Should I respond?      Or just forget you?      I loved you      And you hurt me      I trusted you      And it nearly killed me      When I think of you I wanna      see only the good times      But what comes to mind are      mostly the bad lies      You said you loved me      And I believed you      It was all a lie      But i tried to forgive you      That doesn't mean I wanna try again      I learned I could live without you      I could breathe without